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cameclosest[Varker is attempting to speak clearly, but there is a definite lisp as he trips over his own teeth.]
You've reached Dr. Varker. As a note, yes I do accept bribes in exchange for good behavior.
You've reached Dr. Varker. As a note, yes I do accept bribes in exchange for good behavior.
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Date: 2026-01-13 05:08 am (UTC)Some how you manage to be five years old and ancient at the same time. It's a skill, I think, your level of idiocy.
yes, the answer is yes, for all of it. Yes, I haven't fucking wanked. [And it's important to note that he is mocking his accent when he repeats it]
Yes it's physical, and yes it's mental, and I can't even ask you to fix it because I don't even know if it would feel like me anymore if you did.
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Date: 2026-01-13 05:26 am (UTC)[If someone just doesn't want to have sex that's fine, but if someone wants to have sex and can't because of specific problems that is tragedy that must be resolved, in Norton's opinion.]
If the problem is feeling a stranger in your own body, perhaps working on slowly gaining familiarity might help. Like men who were badly injured in the war getting used to the ways they'd changed. Scars and missing limbs and that sort of thing.
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Date: 2026-01-13 05:32 am (UTC)Which I would be open to, but my therapist was fucking dismissed by our gracious host without telling a god damn soul. [His head whips back to glaring at the cushion.]
Nothing can be easy, can it? I can't just have anything, anymore, I have to work for it, or on it, and I hate it.
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Date: 2026-01-15 04:54 am (UTC)I hate having to work for things, too, but I sadly learned that not everyone can drift upward merely on the basis of family and school chums.
I imagine you've also worked for things before. It shouldn't be all that unfamiliar.
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Date: 2026-01-15 05:01 am (UTC)Well of course I fucking did, I built a fucking empire! But I'm not exactly in my twenties any more and I hate more things than I can tolerate.
Not to mention everything fucking hurts all the time, and all it does is serve as a reminder to me that I'm not dead, which would be both worse and better at the same time. [He doesnt want to be a liar but the setbacks and inconveniences are rather a lot and he'd like for them to stop jump scaring him every time he makes some god damn progress.]
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Date: 2026-01-16 01:49 am (UTC)I'd choose option one, but that's just me.
Although I'd likely do option two as well, while implementing option one.
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Date: 2026-01-16 02:29 am (UTC)I dont have to fuck the priest. I mean, it would be fun, and I like him well enough that I tried to in the first place, but that wasnt the point.
[And no, he'd rather not be sexless and celebate the rest of his life, but he doubts he has to say so, Norton wouldn't assume he would anyways.]
He wanted to touch me, as a friend, as a lover, which ever one he could have was good enough for him, and I miss that... [He in their happy three hadnt ever shied away from physical contact even before he'd started seeing Steward. Even when things had made a turn for the depressing and they avoided each other, they'd still touched when they talked.]
Everything else is shit, I don't have to be miserably lonely on top of it, or at least I thought so until I tried to fix it and had a fucking fit in my god damn underwear.
[He rubs his face with a hand, glancing over his shoulder.]
If you get me another drink I'll think about option one. [He doesnt need another drink but hes fucking tired and upset and doesnt much care about need over want at the moment.]